A Conversation (Out Loud) About Raising Feminist Boys


Recently, I was asked by Dr. Jennifer Todd to do an interview for her Women Transcend! podcast series; which takes a look at issues facing women and girls worldwide.  

She reached out to me after reading my HuffPo post, Raising My Boys To Resist The Patriarchy. As much as I feared being interviewed, and listening to my own voice (yikes!) I couldn’t refuse. Because feminism.

In the interview we discuss the Women’s March on Washington, raising boys who are aware of the patriarchal society we live in, and the obstacles faced by women because of it.

If you are interested in listening, you can find it here: Patriarchy,Parenting And Boys.

I fully realize our discussion is a small piece of a much larger landscape that includes women of color and the LBGTQ community. She wanted a mother’s perspective* on raising boys in a patriarchy and my take on why I think it’s important to raise boys with a feminist viewpoint. 

*I absolutely do not profess to be an expert on feminism (or anything else for that matter), but I am happy to be included in the conversation…and learn as I go…always 🙂

Dr. Todd’s site is empowering and highlights obstacles women face globally–and how Women Transcend!


This Cake Is Everything


I spent the better part of today making a cake for my 4-year-old’s birthday. Not just a one pan and frosting kind of cake. Nope. A “rainbow cake” which, you guessed it – includes EVERY color of the rainbow.

I divided batter into six mixing bowls and carefully blended each into a colorful arch of the rainbow; with the enthusiastic help of a PJ-clad 4-year-old sous chef. (I’m not gonna lie, he isn’t the cleanest of assistants, so calling it “help” is a stretch.)

This project requires A LOT of bowls, and six layers mean six pans. (Really, three pans twice – because who has six round pans?) However you add it up, a lot of mess and clean up are involved in This. One. Cake.

In many ways, it’s crazy-making considering how easily I could pick up some cupcakes or cookies; which would be so totally appropriate for a 4-year-old’s birthday – where, let’s face it – a bunch of keyed-up preschoolers will sit just long enough to shove maybe three bites of frosting into their mouths. Getting most of it on their face and cute party outfits, before they start running around the room and bouncing off walls.

So why do it?

a) I crave praise.

b) I’m a “Pinterest Mom” and this is another notch in my crafty, gingham apron strings.

c) I’m a masochist (and a martyr) who takes on insurmountable obligations and projects in excess.

These theories aren’t entirely baseless. At one point or another, I’ve been one, or the other, or all three – at once.

But not today.

Today, I’m a mom who feels so much is out of my control when it comes to the current task at hand: Raising my kids.

Every day is unpredictable. I’m kept on my toes a lot, and my balancing act leaves tons to be desired. Most days, I eek by with a C. (On good days a solid B.) I yell. I lose my patience. I have even, on occasion (Gasp!), resented my children.

I’ve wanted to disappear out the front door, leaving their always-in-need-of-something little bodies behind. Transforming into the Me of decades past; hopping into my green convertible and zipping off to get sangria and tapas with the man I was madly in love with – who, by the way, is the same man I’m married to – even though sometimes, sadly, I forget.

But I love those needy little monsters, so in lieu of convertibles and fruity wine I occasionally seek out closed-end tasks for sanity’s sake.

Like baking fancy birthday cakes.

Somewhere in this buttercream frosting and R-O-Y-G-B-I-V is another year of my kid’s life gone by, another year of me being a mom, and a million things that both did and didn’t go well.

Like the frosting on this cake, depending on where I stand, how the light hits, or the angle of my gaze – I can see it as perfect – or I can see all the flaws.

Just like parenting.

The amount of care taken in adding One More Candle to the cake is overwhelming.

Fevers, ER visits, X-rays, tears shed, tantrums thrown, knees skinned, pets lost (OK, they were tiny frogs, but the amount of sadness expressed rivaled me watching “E.T.,” so our dogs better live at least another 65 years!) All of this, and So. Many. Band-Aids.

But it’s also lovely.

Rainy-day-book-forts built, nose kisses given, lazy-morning banana pancakes made, kites flown, puddles stomped, ice cream licked, and fears conquered. The unbridled and euphoric laughter of childhood floating down hallways. Fresh pencil lines on doorjambs proclaiming a newer, taller version has replaced last year’s model.

So much life in a year.

The possibilities of how these little lives might shake out over time make my head spin with equal parts hope and fear.

Bookmarked in my mind is an image of my older son, exuberant when we made his rainbow cake, six years ago. Before I’d met the indifference of 10 – proof he’s in there somewhere – and that favoritecolorrainbow is genetic.

Today for a minute we all overlapped, in front of the round pans and the pre-heated oven, like déjà vu.

In this frenetic life that so easily pulls us all in a million different directions, I need to touch hands with these memories, as a reminder of the life I intended, before becoming so wildly distracted with the life I am actually living.

Parenting is hard. I don’t trust myself to keep it up as well as I want to, for as long as I need to. (If all goes as planned, there’s a long way to go.)

Maybe, by making this cake, I can do other things I already did right once. Maybe, if I thread pieces of the past into us as we move forward, somehow we’ll get through this growing up thing intact – even the frosty throes of adolescence, on the other side of closed bedroom doors, and loathsome glares.

Maybe these layers will remind us we are unconditional.

As a parent, it’s easy to remember the times we fall short. I need to remember the times I showed up, had patience, and dove in with my whole heart. The times I read the extra bedtime story, hugged a little longer, and played Candyland 17 times in a row. I need to remember the days I was the best version of me: making magic out of cake mix. 

I don’t know what the future holds, so I’ll take stock of what is sure.

Another year is in the books. 

This memory is mine to keep come what may. 

And as we journey together toward One Candle Older, I’ll fold down the corner on this day to visit again. A time when mixing birthday batter into rainbows – and the joyful face of a little boy who has his whole life ahead of him – is all I need.

And for reasons maybe only I understand, right now, this cake is everything.

This post was featured on The Huffington Post